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OBIE TRICE EMINEM DR DRE - SHIT HITS THE FAN |
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WADDAP:( YESTURDAY WAS A REALLY BAD DAY 4 ME CUZ I GOT IN TROUBLE FOR SOME STUPID SHIT AND MY GRAMA WAS BEING A BITCH AND SHE TOOK MY PHONE FROM ME AND WAS TRYIN TO GET ME OFF THA COMPUTER WHEN I WAS TALKIN TO DL FUCK THAT I WOULDNT GET OFF SO SHE TURNED OFF ALL THE POWER THEN I TOOK THE POWER CORD FROM THE COMPUTER AND BARRACADED MY DOOR AND MY SISTER BARGED IN AND I WAS SMOKIN A CLOVE AND SHE TOOK MY PACL AND TRIED TO BREAK THE 1 I HAD SO I PUT IT OUT ON HER ARM BUT I DIDNT MEAN TO THO.THEN I WENT AND GOT MY PACK OF CLOVES BACK THAT SHE TOOK AND MY GRAMA WAS TRIPPIN OUT CUZ I TOOK A KNIFE OUT OF THE KITCHEN AND SHE WAS SAYIN SHES GONNA CALL THE COPS IF I DONT PUT IT BACK AND IM ALL IF U DONT WANT ME DEAD GIVE ME THE PHONE BACK I WAS SO UPSET I WAS WISHIN THAT I HAD BROUGHT MY HEAT FROM THE HOUSE CUZ I KNO WHAT I WOULDNT BE WRITING THIS TODAY IF I HAD THE HEAT LAST NIGHT.ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS TALK TO MY BROTHER OR BRITTANY THEY WOULDA TALKED ME OUTTA THAT SHIT I KNOW IT CUZ THEY ACTUALLY PEOPLE WHO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME NOT LIKE THIS FUCKED UP ASS FAMILY WELL YEAH CARA THASS MY OLDER SISTER I LOVE HER SHE WOULDNT HAVE LET ME DONE THAT SHIT NEITHER BUT SHE ALWAYS BUT INTO OTHERS BUSINESS AND SHES NOT EVEN INVOLVED AND SHIT.NOW SHES PROLLY NOT GONNA TALK TO ME OVER THIS SHIT AND I WASNT EVEN MAD AT HER I WAS MAD AT MY GRAMA AND GRANDAD CUZ HE CHOKED ME OUT AND MY NECK HURTS LIKE A BITCH NOW AND I DIDNT DO WHAT I WAS PLANNIN ON DOIN FOR HER CUZ IF I WOULDA DONE IT MY GRAMA WOULDNT BE HERE NEITHER BECAUSE SHE NEEDS HER PILLS AND IF I WAS GONE I KNO SHE WOULD BE UPSET SHE ACTS LIKE SHE WOULDNT THO AND MY NOSEY ASS GRANDAD OVER HERE HOVERION BEHIND ME YEAH WOULDNT HE LIKE TO KNO MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS BUT THAT HE'LL NEVER KNO HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND ME.. NOBODY DOES REALLY....BASICALLY ALL I FOUN D OUT BY YESTURDAY WAS THAT I HAVE A FUCKED UP LIFE AND I HATE IT NOT ONLY DO I HATE IT BUT OTHER PEOPLE DO TO SO WHY AM I STILL HERE? I DONT KNO BUT ALL I CAN DO RIGHT NOW IS LISTEN TO MY FAVORITE SONG THE DIPLOMATS - WHO AM I? 0VER AND OVER AGAIN.IM A FUCKIN ZOMBIE THASS WHAT I AM IM DEAD AREADY BUT STILL HERE MY TIME HASNT COME UP YET BUT ITS SOON TO COME
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